You don’t need to know my name. All that matters is that I know I can do this. Right now, my only craving is to be thin. In this society, appearance is ALL that matters. Lets face the facts, no one falls in love with personality at first sight.

I need to feel that satisfaction again, that satisfaction I get when I’m empty, but my thigh gap becomes bigger, when my hip bones becomes more apparent. Everyday I tell myself, I can do this, I try and try and yet I still fail. I need this, I need to be good at something.